It’s
been a while since I wrote anything in this blog. What have I been up to
lately? Practically busy doing a bit of this and that. Let’s talk about the
weather for a second (I know, it's interesting right?! Hahahah); when the weather
changes from cold to hot; my psoriasis will also act up. So far, after taking
4Life Transfer Factor for nearly about 7 months, my skin has not had an
outbreak since then.
Anyway,
I am busy preparing myself for the dance examination Silver Level in July. Like
I told you before, I appraised as 'highly commended' for my bronze level dance exam. The only
problem that was highlighted by the examiner was that my ankles are weak to
point and turn when dancing. So basically I have about 5-6 months left to learn
new dance and routines plus try to strengthen my ankles.
I
remembered when it was the crunch time last year, both of my feet were swollen
especially my ankles. They were so swollen I could not fit in my dancing shoes.
Thank God on the day of the exam I could just manage to fit in my dancing
shoes and dance. My instructor told me my feet are “flat footed” so I need to
have a sole specially customized for my feet. I asked her, why do that the
swell come on and off? I noticed that it did not only swell due to rigorous training. Sometimes
my ankles started to flare up just by climbing the stairs . Asked
my doctor about it, one look at my ankles, he said that was due to psoriasis.
It will flare up and swell every now and then. That’s why my feet and ankles are
so hideous all the time.
Above picture is my ankle - swelling and the skin cracking up..
This is my hideous feet swelled up like little sausages and the skin is so dried. Am so embarrassed.
Currently,
in my dancing class, we are studying the dance called PasoDoble, here the
ladies will dance as if they were either the bull or the cape hence, and you
need to have a good straight posture and strong ankles to do the sharp turns. I
thought for sure “there goes my ankles”.
For
warming up my instructor made us dance to fast and long routines such as Mr.
Sexobeat, Dedication to my Ex, Jai Ho (Long routine but cool) etc. A lot of
jumps, hops, flicks, points (I think I dance till my tongue fell out hahah); surprisingly, my ankles do not swell like balloons
anymore. Still weak but even that is a huge improvement and I could feel that they
are much stronger and I could climb the stairs faster without feeling like I am carrying a heavy
luggage at the end of my feet. Right now I am trying the 4Life Enummi Body
Lotion for my ankles to reduce the crack and dry skins on my feet and ankles.
Will let you know how the progress of my skins soon.
On
the lighter note, I would like to share the lyric : I Hope You Dance by Lee Ann Womack. This lyric and song means a
whole lot to me I hope for you to.
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed;
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance,
I hope you dance...I hope you dance...
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance,
Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking,
Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making;
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to selling out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance;
I hope you dance...I hope you dance..
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along, tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone)
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
God forbid love ever leave you empty handed;
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance,
I hope you dance...I hope you dance...
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance,
Living might mean taking chances but they're worth taking,
Loving might be a mistake but it's worth making;
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to selling out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance;
I hope you dance...I hope you dance..
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along, tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone)
Hope
you like the song as much as I did, I forget to mentioned last Sunday 12 Feb
2012 Sabrena and I join a Flash Mob at Sunway Pyramid for a couple’s 60th
Anniversary. Hah, it was so cool!! We dance to the September song by Earth Wind
and Fire. I am so happy I could hop without damaging my ankles anymore. It’s
was quite of an experience. Take care and till then .
Me chilling out, after the Flash Mob..still in one piece hahaha
Later,
Mimi
Hello there,
ReplyDeleteYou are doing great! Thanks for sharing this :)
I'm recovering from this P, and I LOVE dancing! Me too, going through the same problem as yours, and I do understand how you feel. :)
Sasha
Hi Sasha..
ReplyDeleteThanks for the uplifting comment..:) You too take care and remember never stop doing what you love because of P..:)
Keep fighting and go for your dreams. Make pictures of psoriasis just a memory in your mind while performing your dance. Keep it up!
ReplyDeleteI have the same problem with you. I used psoriasis cream for it.
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